During the six years of formal training at the
School of Visual Arts in New York City, I was
trained rigorously in the many disciplines across
the fine art spectrum as a photographer. While
it became clear very quickly that I had an affinity
for portraiture, and have developed a strong portfolio
in that discipline, each school year brought with
it new challenges: still life, location photography,
the techniques of color and light, and photojournalism,
along with landscape photography and the art of
storytelling. Once I graduated my BFA in 2000
I was at a baseline of success in each of these
various fields, and brought my portfolio into
the world.
Over the last seven years I have applied myself
in each of these disciplines to my life as a photographic
artist and each of them has contributed greatly
to my success photographing weddings. At the culmination
of my work to this day comes one added benefit:
I have, after many years of perfecting my craft,
come to the ultimate point of it all: the power
to transcend craft. I call it heart. I call it
soul. I call it vision. An artist may conquer
many disciplines in his lifetime, but I have come
to a point in my life that I can now see beyond
craftsmanship. It has become as an afterthought
in my creative process. And in photographing anything
in life, a photographer must become part of what
he is looking at without becoming all of it. There
is a decided separateness in seeing the essence
of the thing he is looking at and becoming part
of it. The ability to trust to that instinct (for
it has become just that) in the midst of real
life requires a great faith in the gifts from
the higher power.
The result of all this high talk is the final
product itself. Light, technique, agenda, personality
must always become secondary to the whim of the
muse so that the pictures become transcendent.
That is the truest test. To see what is available
to every eye and delve deeper than the casual
glance or to remain open and receptive even in
the midst of frenetic activity. To return with
something that hasn’t been taken, but made,
witnessed, absorbed. I want to see into the feelings,
the heart, and all the secret moments that make
up the human experience. I want to make icons
to love, build visual monuments to humanity, bear
witness to everything that is so wondrously human
about all of us with every click of the shutter,
however conscious or unconscious those moments
may be. My pictures will become everything I have
become, all the years of hard work, the endless
training and preparation, the faith and the trust,
so that I may, in turn, offer all these gifts
to you.
Making pictures is not just my living. It is
my life. I could not live without it, and could
not live without giving them to you.
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